Confessions and Stories
Confession #1:
I’m romantically spontaneous - I don’t know how to explain it. But its being spontaneous but being romantic at the same time?
Confession #2:
I love to write. I want to write a book one day.
Confession #3:
I hate fakes. I’m sure everyone says this, but seriously fuck off, fakes.
Confession #4:
I love him. I really do. He’s the best boyfriend I’ve ever had. Yes, I said that about the last, but this time its real. He is actually making a freaking effort to see me. <3 Like they said in “He’s just not that into you” .. If he really loves you he WILL find away to be with you. And this guy that I’m dating right now asked me out 4 times. 3 of the 4 I said no, until finally I gave in.
Confession #5:
I want kids. I hate kids, but I want kids so I can raise them to not be flakes and let them believe whatever the hell they want to believe.
Confession #6:
I liked her more than a friend. I’ve never loved a girl as much as I loved her. I was just scared to tell her for it would ruin our amazing friendship and she still doesn’t know, and now its too late, I found someone who was willing to take the risks of having me more than just a friend. <3 I love him.
(boring) STORY TIME!! :D :
Bus Buddy Story/Auditions/how I met my home boys (DCI ‘11):
So, this girl named Tanya said that she wanted me to come to a SCVC camp to see if I wanted to try out. Well, the camp turned out to be my audition and I didn’t even know it until they offered me a spot!! I was like, “WHAA?” and I started crying. I cried until we got to 7-11, then I bawled in one of isles like a freaking baby. Well, we got to talking about the upcoming season, and she suggested we be bus buddies. I was stoked I said sure, and that was that. Until move ins.. Then she met a boy, a baritone, and when our first tour (norcal) came around she said she was going to be his bus buddy, and I was like <:O WhAT??? And so I just was being thrown around like a rag doll and then I met Adam. My home boy. And he re-introduced me to Carl, who I met during the camp I auditioned. Adam and I had this weird-off. Who was weirder? And some how Manny(Manuel) joined in on the conversation. But later that night I told Adam I didn’t have a bus buddy and Adam was like :O WHAT? YOU HAVE NO BUS BUDDY? I’LL BE YOUR BUS BUDDY! I replied with a YEAH!!!! :F BUS BUDDY!! so the following bus ride I sat next to Adam towards the back of the bus, and I was cold so Adam shared his snuggie. NO NOTHING FREAKING HAPPENED! Manuel and Carl sat in front of us and Manuel stole my phone for the first but certainly not the last time. And he told me to switch with Carl, and me being who I am, wanting to make new friends, I did. And he fell asleep on my shoulder after talking about our previous high school marching band season. I continued to make friends with people around me, when he woke up, but by then I was beat so I fell asleep and when I woke up I was sleeping on Manuel’s lap. Freaking Lou turned on the reading light waking me up. ._. And then Manuel shielded the light from my eyes. It was so cute <3 . And the following morning when we got to our housing sight and it was breakfast time he asked me if I wanted to be his bus buddy again. I said sure. And for the rest of the nor-cal tour and the so-cal tour he asked me if we were still bus buddies. And Tanya got mad at me, because when she and that baritone boy broke up she didn’t have a bus buddy, so I switched in the middle of the bus rides (because Manuel had the back seat to himself) to Tanya back to Manuel. She left and became bus buddies with one of the mellophones from Florida and she got super jealous of Manuel, Adam, Carl, and Jeff because they were who I always hung out with. I love my home boys. And I love my “bus buddy” ;)
